Sometimes it's not about a BIG THING, it's about the SMALL THINGS. The everyday thing which keeps on getting accumulated and you no longer have control over it. You don't have any more capacity to hold that thing because you are now tired of holding it. And eventually one day it just slips out of your hand and even you aren't that willing to hold that back because all you want now is to be free of that gloom. You just let it fall and that's completely fine. You have been too harsh on yourself. It's now time to regain the free you